question

what if this world is just an imagination of a person's mind?
maybe here i am in a God's mind.

even with my eyes wide open i can't see a thing

it was a phrase, from zatoichi, he is a blind swordsman, literally yes, he is blind so he can't see a thing
but i think it has more meanings, like, when we live in this world, there are a lot of things that fake
it's not only things with a material form, but it can be an emotional feeling that fake
you open your eyes wide open, trying to figure it out, what are people thinking or feeling about
sometimes you can tell, if is it true or not, but the only one who knows is themselves and not you

you don't even know. and never ever know the truth.
if he reveals it what happened, it can be a lie
it's getting more complicated in this kind of time,
what is it people, what are your true feelings,]
but still i couldn't tell

comet's tail

have you ever seen
a girl with a comet's tail on her hair
don't forget to make a wish on her

have you ever felt the warm
that she gave to us when she flies
and the stars in the sky would never stop to shine

lalalala lalalala
have you ever seen a girl with a comet's tail
on her hair

hope this could be the official lyrics of comet's tail, our l'alphalpha song
the video below is the first time trial on the show
hope you guys enjoy it :)

when people have the same differences

we talk, we laugh, we smile,
is it with the same reason or no. we don't know.
we got paranoid,we scared, we scream,
is it because the same object? we don't know

words works as metaphors of our feelings
hide your hard feelings, and blur it with fog
the fog was made by numbers nowadays
numbers which made people addicted to.

honestly, i am happy but i complain on it too
it makes lies easier, it makes us scare easier
words come out can be lots of meanings,
people do the same, but they have different feelings

"realisticly not realistic, is just a tape and colour dots"

win or lose

somebody once said to me

"hello the winner"

that time , i feel happy about these words it happened

but then, i realized

that i won something that i have to lose .

and the only thing i could blame is.....

HEART

gust of guts that i never have

everything goes so fast
but i never do my best
everything turn to be great
but my decisions are late

i don't have any guts to drive faster
well i know it makes me feel uncomfortable
track "mayday" play on my tunes
keep asking which i want to choose

to live a life like in the movies?
or hoping the time would freeze
i live on someone shoulder
but time makes me get older

guts, no guts, yes i have no guts to choose
which decision that i have to lose
well there's so much stuff that breaking my days
so many things i love would go away

away.

plain sentences

the comfort you gave,
the smile you have.
as you can see
they made me so painfully happy

the words you whispered through my ear
travels me far away from here
in a dark room we sat together
watch an artficial light while enjoying the supper

i know it's forbidden
that's why keep it hidden
seem like there's no way
to spit it out and go away

wish that i could kiss those flaming lips
without saying goodnight when we fall asleep